Start from the Begining

Hi

well this is the first post on my online journal of life as and married 21 year old soon-to-be mother of two. well i say married, my wedding is 3rd of Feb, but i thought i would get the introduction to me and my family life done now, as the start of my married life seems as good a place as any to start my journal.

As you know my name is Natalie and i currently live in a one bedroom flat in Addiscombe with my fiancee Michael. we have a son who is nearly 10 months old, his name is Thomas, and my second baby is due at the end of May. (who we have already named Eleanor but we will get to that later I'm sure)

Tom is asleep at the moment, giving me some time to write this post! hes been unwell for the last few weeks, doctors arn't really sure what is wrong with him, he just keeps being sick but seems otherwise well. we have to give a stool sample and have him weighed Monday, and i am keeping a very close eye on him as i worry constantly that he is going to choke in his sleep or something

My partner works as a cinema manager in central London, he started in a cinema near us as floor staff and was promoted twice and now works in Leicester square dealing with premiers and all manner of exciting events. to be honest i get a little jealous of how much fun he seems to have at work sometimes, meeting celebs and everything
but then i get to stay at home and bring our son up to (hopefully) be a well adjusted human being, and i see all of the little acheivements. when i was working full time before we found out we were expecting ellen, every little thing he did new that i missed was so hard to deal with. i have a huge amount of respect for all the working mums out there, its like have 3 jobs at once, and you never feel like you can give 100% to any of them

but enough about that, lets chat about my wedding. 7 days away... oh im so excited and terrified at the same time! i wont know if my dress is even wearable until tuesday and the wedding is on saturday. but all the loose ends do seem to be finally coming together, will update in due course!

well i cant promise i will write on here this week as there are many weddding preperations to attend to, i shall be very busy, especially if thomas' health dosnt improve.

putting tom to bed now so good night xx